Waiting For Others to Hold My Hand

Waiting For Others to Hold My Hand

By : Monica Renata

I use to be afraid

Of the many tasks at hand

I shouted and complained

Because others wouldn’t hold my hand

I wanted to venture forward

But in the end I would always stop

I wanted to accomplish my tasks

Yet alone I felt I could not

A burning fiery desire

Enclosed within my chest

In my mind I felt I can do anything

I believe that I have time left

However, there are many things that I want to do

Yet it is confidence that I lack

So instead I wait for others to come

While my dreams I decide to push back

But one day I shall wake up

And I will finally be able to see

That while I waited for someone to hold my hand

Time never waited for me

Long has past my days of youth

My life is fading away fast

I have goals I have never reached

Yet I have more excuses than fingers on my hand

The agony of defeat

Oh how I have wasted my time

I should have lived how I wanted to live

Instead of waiting for others to hold my hand

“Sometimes you have to live life according to your time schedule and stop “waiting” for others to show up. It is better to do things alone at times, than to not do them at all.” – Monica Renata

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