The Endless Circle

What more can I say

What more can I do

To get the feelings I have for you to you

Find me in a sea

That is the deepest shade of blue

For the water that surrounds me

Is because of unhappiness from you

Find me in this sea

That I tried to hold in for so long

And suddenly one teardrop fell

And it was followed by thousands more

I sit surrounded by all of this emotion

The emotion that I held deep inside

I always hid it 

Because I never wanted you to see me cry

I didn’t want you to know the true unhappiness

That you brought to me each day

Instead I pretended like everything was okay

So you would feel  my hurt inside.. so you would be okay

I smile yet I am dying inside

I smile yet you can’t see

All the sadness in my eyes

That are caused by the decisions you make

Your actions which you take part in

Thinking I won’t know

But the truth always comes to the light

And that is something I think you don’t know

My smile holds me together

Even when I am falling apart

Because what makes me happy is to see you happy

But now that doesn’t seem to work

Sadness so much sadness

Has been around me all this time

Yet when I let go of you

I see sadness in your eyes

A never ending circle

And I cannot escape

As I sit in the middle of the sea

And comfort seems so far away