Cliche Love Poem

Cliché Love Poem

By: Monica Renata

If I knew a billion words

If I knew the right words to say

I would tell you exactly how much you take my breath away

If I had a nice big raincoat

If I had a boat to sail the sea

I would tell you that I would cross the oceans for you to be with you always

If I could pick some flowers

If I could recite their colors too

I would tell you roses are red, and so are my cheeks when I see you

For when I’m without you I feel as if I can’t breathe

For I can’t image my world without you

To find you I would cross the many seas

You are the brightest flower in the bunch

You are the one who I choose

And I love that you love me for me

So here is what else I would do

If you wanted a bowl of cereal

If there was no milk in the fridge

I would run to the store across the street to see you smile like a kid

If you were caught in the storming rain

If you tripped in a puddle and messed up your shoes

I would have a warm pair of clothes ready for you and also a bowl of warm soup

If you were having a bad day

If you felt like the world was against you

I will be your number one fan, and let you know that your special!

Oh the many things I would do

To express my love for you

I guess there are many ways I can “Do” what I always say

I love you, I love you, I love you

Five

Five

By: Monica Renata

Five is the magic number

That connects us once again

To take my five and then your five

And intertwine them in an embrace

Powers begins to exchange between us

We each hold on tight

And then you grab your other arm

And connect my other five to your five

So much energy between us

We never want to let go

Moments I wish could last forever

Moments I feel through my soul

Just your hand within my hand

Brings tears trickling down my face

I feel something deep within

You have left a memory that can’t be erased

Stone-faced Soldier

Stone-faced Soldier

By: Monica Renata

Bullets going everywhere

Bombs are in close sight

So much devastation around

Gunpowder is drowning out the light

Death around as far as the eye can see

No sign of peace close by

There is no need to try to hide

For you can’t escape even if you close your eyes

The cries of other men

Become too much to bear

But in order to accept reality

Obtained is the stone-faced stare

Face no longer blushed with red

Breathing is as normal as can be

The mouth doesn't form a frown

Nor does it smile or show its teeth

Void of all emotions

No joys celebrated in life

Disappointments don’t exist

A mere spectator of others lives

Life is a battlefield

So many are afraid to get hurt

Instead of wearing their heart on their sleeve

They trample their own hearts like dirt

For what is the point of exposing a thing

That at times is fragile and breaks

Emotion dies within their soul

And they develop that Stone-face

They won’t show an ounce of emotion

They won’t show exactly how they feel

For they are a stone-faced soldier

And life is their battlefield

Marching on in life

Not caring what others may feel or speak

For they live life unconnected

And sit on the bench of life while others are out on the field

“Do not let the fear of getting your feelings hurt hold you back from living! When you decide not to live your life, you will end up watching others live theirs.”  – Monica Renata 

You, I love YOU

You, I love YOU

By: Monica Renata

You

You make me happy

You make me smile from ear to ear

You make me feel so secure

When I am having a bad day all I have to think of is YOU and then I will feel better.

You

You have the loveliest laugh

You are so caring

You are the reason I know what love is

When I doubt that love exists all I have to do is look at you to be assured that it exists and it radiates brightly from within YOU.

You

You are so special to me

You have so many imperfections which make you perfect in my eyes

You are the type of person I always dreamed of meeting

When I think of my future I can’t think of living it without YOU………………..

You

You are the greatest person I have ever met

You make me happier than I have ever been

You mean so much more to me than you think

And that’s why

I Love YOU!

Best Served Cold

Best Served Cold

By: Monica Renata

The dish they say is best served cold

That dagger stained with hate

The vicious look in your big bright eyes

That look of disgust on your face

To wish upon someone’s demise

Yet not utter a single word to speak

But someday you will get them back

For then, you will let your actions speak

Heart beating fiercely

No one sings kumbaya 

Palms are getting sweaty

Trust in mankind is gone

A hearty soup that’s been iced down

A serving of maggoty cheese

Revenge is a dish best served cold

And so revolting that no one can eat

To wish upon someone’s demise

Yet not utter a single word to speak

But someday you will get them back

For then, you will let your actions speak

An aged knife I found in the house

A conscious that no longer thinks

I shall embark on my revenge

Cold Blooded is what they will call me

To wipe away your past sins

With your very own blood

The killer will never think he murders

For revenge is all he knows

Time Waits

Time Waits 

By: Monica Renata

They say time waits for no man

Yet I think that is not true

For time always waits for me

While I am waiting for you

In the frigid storms of winter

In the sea which is overcome by powerful waves

I feel time freeze for an everlasting moment

Whenever I see your face

And in that moment I realize that I have loved

Like I never loved before

The coldness we once encountered doesn’t seem so cold anymore

The waves have finally stopped and I can finally walk through

Walk through my sea of emotions

So that I can get close to you

They say time waits for no man….

Yet I slightly disagree

For every time I see your face

I feel as if this is our first meet

Such a beautiful spirit

Such a extraordinary soul

Time will wait for us to get it right

And our love shall never grow old

Lost Heart

The heart goes through many journeys
Just like feathers in the wind
Twirling round and round endlessly
Never truly finding a true end

To love one day so passionately
And the next day that love grows cold
Yet still beating with such vigor
Never truly neglecting the old

Heart still filled with love
But that love is tainted within
Trying to differentiate through all that has gone on
But the brain might someday win

Thinking about the wrongs
Yet killing each beat of love with each thought
The heart goes through many journeys
And I believe this time it has gotten lost

Hope in Perfection

No one is perfect…. Yet we all strive to be…

But what is perfection?

It seems as if no one can truly explain it…

But they say the following:

“If I could do this then I would be perfect…”

“If I lost this bit of weight, I would be perfect…”

“If I changed this about myself…then….. I will be perfect”

Perfect - having all the required or desirable elements, qualities, or characteristics; as good as it is possible to be.

I guess it all comes down to what you think…. Do you think you are good enough? Are you what you desire to be? Are you happy with yourself?...

Many times the dissatisfaction we feel in areas of our life is due to others. Sometimes people tell us we aren't good enough, and we believe them. We believe them without even questioning what “Good Enough” actually is. I remember an old teacher use to say that “Everyone is perfect in their own way”. At the time I heard this, I believed her. I was probably like 5 or 6 years old, and in Kindergarten, and I believed her….

It wasn't until years later that I started doubting her words. I would have so many critique my life. I would hear so many negative words. I would see so much on tv and in magazines that basically told me “you are not perfect”……..And soon the hope I had inside me slowly died……….

Hope………that little light that radiates from the tiny candle within yourself goes dark……..But can it be restored? The truth is, that light inside of you never dies, it may go dim, but it never dies……When I learned this, then I was able to realize who I really was………Who I really am………..

When people talk negatively about you

Do not let their words harm you

When people do not believe in you

Never stop believing in yourself

When no one wants to accompany you on your path

Walk it alone, for sometimes greatness is found on paths no one else wanted to take

You are perfect in your own way………Don’t let anyone tell you otherwise. I wish I would have listened to my teacher back then………because then, I never would have doubted it.  Perfection isn't unattainable. It is practically being the best you that “you can possibly be”… And sure you can get better……..Everyone can……But in order to keep getting better, you have to keep hope alive. Always believe in yourself. Don’t let others get you down. Let your inner light shine so brightly that it blinds those standing thousands of miles away. Be yourself for

You are beautiful,

You are courageous,

You are important,

You are talented,

You are powerful,

You are giving,

You are perfect,

And most importantly

You are Someone Special……..

-Monica Renata 

Sticky Situations

Bubble gum between my fingers
Stuck together like glue
I'm in a sticky situation
I don't know if I can break through

Dripping lot hot candle wax
From my eyes my feelings flow
Happiness is seconds away
But which way do I go

I'm in a sticky situation
I just don't know if I can break through
I have to decide where I want to be
But which way do I go? 

North to face my deepest fears
East to what I have always known
West to where my hearts resides
South to where others think I should go....

Decisions, Decisions, Decisions
Are sometimes so hard to make
I cry not because I'm sad
But because I'm happy with the decision I'm about to make


"Never be afraid to follow your true path in life..... Sometimes we have to stop being afraid of the possibility of failure and go where we always dreamed we would be.... " - Monica Renata 

Winter Storm

I remember when the snow fell light

And it landed on the ground

This rarely happened in my neighborhood

So I was happy and I smiled

I remember when that snow turned to hail

And then feel upon my face

It wasn’t as soft as the snow was

But I was still happy it came

I remember when that hail turned to hail stones

And I finally had to run for cover

I watched in amazement while in my house

And I went watch from the window while wrapped in my covers

Soon the snow came harder

And the stones continued to fall

I watched myself get blocked in

And I no longer could do anything at all

I remember when he said he loved me

I was happy and I smiled

And I remember when he left

But he came back

And I was happy, so I smiled

But now it is just a storm

And I have tried to run but cannot hide

I can be honest with him and tell him how I feel

But it seems like he doesn’t get it inside

Why would someone want something

That they decided to throw away

Why would someone hold on to something

In hopes of having it one day

Why say you love someone

When you look in their face and constantly lie

And why shed a single tear

When I tell you I am tired of trying.

I remembered when it snowed that day.

I remember how I felt.

I was in love and I was blinded by some petty things

I was blinded by how I felt

When it began to hail I still watched in amazement

Because I wanted to believe it couldn’t be that bad

And when the hail stones started to drop

I ran for cover but I still was there

I eventually became trapped, and I was alone

And I was hiding from the truth

And we all know the truth can open scary doors

It opened the door to the real you

As time went on my heart grew cold

And I could say this is because of you

But now I treat you,

How you always treated me

And now you tell me you feel used

But that is something I can't see...

And now you show emotion

But my heart is cold and your tears don’t faze me

For now I am frozen

And you are a distant memory

I run into you time from time

And you are but a stranger to me

You give me a hug you buy a gift

But it doesn't mean anything to me at all

You call me and I pick up

And you just hear me breathe on the phone

You want me to show an ounce of feeling

But I packed those up long ago

But the moral of the story is

Don’t take advantage of a real love

Cause if someone really loves you

So loves with all their heart and soul

And yeah they say the first wound

Is always the one that cuts deep

But never throw away something

That you always thought you would keep

Because people get feed up at times

And yes, they do move on

But when someone loses all emotion for you

You basically do not exist in their world

So treat your partner right

And hold on to what you got

Cause a person can only take so much

Until they decide to shut you completely out

Are You Living?

Life.

It is so beautiful

Yet it is one of the things we really don't appreciate

The smell of morning dew

The sound of the wind blowing

All seem to be so insignificant until they go away

Today 

You woke up

You are breathing

But are you living? 

Think about what makes you smile

Think about what makes you sing

Think about the kindness others showed you

Think about all you say

Are you living life for yourself? 

Are you living for others? 

Are you trying to please your friends? 

Are you trying to please your mother? 

Life is so beautiful

Life is more than just finding a mate

Life is about living for you

Life is about living 

But what is living to you? 

Is living waking up each morning and going to bed each night? 

Is living completing tasks and trying to progress in areas of your life? 

Is living trying to make it into a better situation than you were born into?

Is living being completely and utterly happy? 

Open your eyes, and truly look within yourself. Are you happy with where you are now? Are you happy with your life? If the answer is 'Yes' then I congratulate you. However, if the answer is 'No', I would like to ask you why? If you aren't happy about something fix it. It is that simple. The truth is, your life can be actually anything that you wish it to be. All you have to do is believe that your life is worth living, and if you really do believe that it will soon become a fact. To live life......Like truly live life, you must live for yourself. Just like the milk in the fridge, you have a limited amount of time to do everything you want to do before you go bad. Your time is so precious, so don't waste it trying to do what OTHERS what you to do. Do What You Want with your life. 

Don't let others opinions sway you from where you truly want to be. 

Don't let others dreams become your own, and neglect yours. 

Don't live for someone else.....Live for you.

Life.

It is so beautiful

Yet it is one of the things we really don't appreciate

We don't appreciate life until we only have a few grains of sand left in our hourglass

We don't appreciate life until we realize that we have wasted years trying to please others

We don't appreciate life until we realize we have exhausted so much time

We don't appreciate life until we are looking death in the face

Too many times people lie on their death beds and think about what they wished they would have done. But I don't want you to be like that. Live life for yourself. If you want to run a marathon, go run a marathon. If you want to write a book, write a book! If you want to be the best part on earth, do it!!! If you want to dress up and be a ninja for the day, you better dress up and be the best ninja around!!! Do what makes you happy!! Do what you love!! Have no regrets!!! Smile in your struggles and make it through your failures because in the end at least you went after what you wanted. 

 And that my friend is what I would call Living..... 

So start living today... Do what makes you happy and stop letting those little birds of negativity tweet in your ear. Stop letting your fears hold you back. Stop putting aside your happiness, because you are afraid to hurt others feelings....because in the end you will regret it.

Today 

You woke up

You are breathing

But are you living? 

If not.... I really hope that you start soon :)

-Monica Renata

Sneaky Sara

Sneaky Sneaky Sara
Thinks that I don't know
She always in my business
She always wants to know

Know what I am doing
Know all whom I speak too
Sneaky Sara follows me
Like my favorite pair of shoes

Sneaky Sneaky Sara
Thinks that I don't know
So she covers up her footprints
But I still will know

Sara is so very sneaky
And she calls herself my friend
She thinks I don't know about this
So I guess I will continue to pretend

Bojo The Bandit

They called him Bojo the Bandit

His teeth were yellow and green 

His hair was wild and very unkempt

His clothes weren't all that clean

He was always quite

And I could never hear his feet

He always took the pretty things

When everyone was asleep

They called him Bojo the Bandit

He liked to steal many things

He stole moms new dinette set

He stole moms fancy rings

If it wasn't glued down 

He would take it

He just loved to take all things

And he also told me every day

"You should never want to be me"

They called him Bojo the Bandit

But I still don't understand

For Bojo was the man who I always called my dad

He took everything from my Mom

He took it while she was sleep

I guess this is the thing that is called divorce

So I won't speak a peep

For I'm afraid of the next thing he will take....

Perhaps it will be me

JoeJoe's Chocolates

Oh words cannot describe
This devilish little treat
For chocolate was my bestest friend
Until I suffered this feat

It all started two days ago
As I was perusing the aisles in the store
I had a sample of some chocolates
And my mouth just wanted more

So to aisle 3 I brought myself
I was surrounded by so much speldor
Gummy bears and coconut bites
I had to take a gander

So much deliciousness surrounding me
But my eyes wanted one thing
This box of JoeJoe's Chocolates
Those chocolates that made my tongue sing

So in the basket I threw a box
Then two, Then three
And the next thing I knew I was walking out the store
Cases of JoeJoe's Chocolates being carried behind me

I couldn't wait to get home that night
I would be a hog in  heaven indeed
Unknowingly To taste the sweet sweet chocolate gifts
Would cause the greatest depression, I now see


After eating five boxes I was full as a tick
I swear I couldn't feel any better
But then I felt a little prick
As my belt got a little tighter

I developed uncontrollable gas
Which I thought would never pass
And then I heard the loudest sound
And it was coming from within

I felt my stomach twirling around
I felt it jump around too
And then it felt like someone tied it
Like they were tying a knot on a rope

This continued for quite some time
Until I let out a cry
It felt like something was inside of me
And eating me from the inside

My stomach sounded like trumpets
That were calling the demons from hell
I crawled into a tiny ball
I wished I could run away from the smell

This went on for hours
And at one point I thought I wouldn't be able to open my eyes to see
But finally when the clock struck 12
The pain stopped and a man stood before me

"Well, I see you liked my chocolates kid!
I bet they were quite a delight!
My good ole JoeJoe Chocolates are supposed to make you have the time of your life!
But it is a treat that you must be very careful
Watch how much you eat 
For if not enjoyed in moderation you will face your punishment for greed"

And then after he said his words
He quickly went away
And now I learned my lesson
I will only eat one chocolate a day

Oh words cannot describe
This devilish little treat
For chocolate was my bestest friend
Until I suffered this feat

I Just Want You To Know

The beauty of your eyes

That can see deep down in my soul

The warmth that your embrace gives me

You are the fire in the mist of the cold

The way you smile so coyly

The firmness in the shake of your hand

The way you put no one above me

The way you make me constantly stare

The things I love about you

The things that I love so

You are the apple of my eye

And I just want you to know

That you are the reason why I smile

You are the reason why I sing

You protect me from the cruel cruel world

You take down my wall brick by brick

You are beautiful on the outside

But more spectacular within

I just can't find the words to describe

How you make me feel within

From the time the sun do rise

Til the time that it goes low

You are forever on my mind

I just wanted you to know

And don't for a second think

That I don't care the very least

For you bring me so much happiness in life

A future with you is all I want to see


"Sometimes the hardest words to say is how you really feel......" - Monica Renata

My Light In The Sky

Bright little stars scattered about 

like glitter in my hand

In the night sky I become completely lost

I am floating from the land

In euphoric Ecstasy

A feeling I can't explain

As I begin to rise

And touch the sky once again

Oh in my dreams I come alive

In my dreams I see you

The brightest star in the sky

For what brightens my days is you

The darkest darkness is a place I shall no longer be

For you are with me til the end of time

My guiding light in the darkness

For you light up my life

Inadequate

If you could wish it
You'd wish me perfect
But that cannot be so
So instead you complain about things you want changed
And things that have to go


You say I'm perfect
But not quite perfect
Like a flawed little jewel
I have such a radiance about me
But you wish it to be dull

Shine bright like a diamond
But not too bright for others to see
Hold your head up with dignity
But slant your eyes so you can't see

Insecure, you have me feeling
Nonchalant, you want me to be
Sparse, are my interactions
Eccentric, I am to be
Crazy, you make me seem
Ugly, I feel inside
Resounding is my life
Electric is my personality that I now hide

I'm almost completely perfect
But there are some things that I lack
Stop tearing me down to piece
For now I feel inadequate


"When you don't believe in yourself, no one else will. Until you truly believe that you are good enough, you never will be." -Monica Renata 

White Flag

Who will wave the white flag?
Who will reveal the truth?
To give up now would hurt so bad
But maybe it is something you need to do

The smallest drop of poison
Dispensed through your veins
Slowly killing you each moment
Slowly driving you insane

What you want is your greatest downfall
Your greatest downfall seems so sweet
Confused by your inner emotions
Yet you still have to see....

It's everything you ever wanted
It's everything that you feel you need
You are pursuing your greatest downfall
But perhaps its time to leave

"Sometimes the one thing we fight for the most is the ONE THING we do not need......." - Monica Renata

Can't Make You Stay

When your eyes lose that shimmer

When you no longer look for me to hold

I stand in the corner

I stand there all alone

When you walk around in circles

When you open your mouth to speak

I listen to your every word...but..

I am afraid to speak

When you grab all of your belongings

When you tell me you can't do this anymore

I shield myself from the hurt

I shield myself from being alone

There are many things I could do

There are many things I could say

But what I know for certain

Is I can't make you stay

For your feet are not here planted

For your mind is made up as you speak

I can't do anything about it

Obviously you don't like what you see

I can speak to an entire nation

I can make them feel my words

But to you I am nothing

To you my words are so cold

I could do so many things

There are so many things I could be

But I know I can't make you stay

If you are determined to leave

PINCH

A speck on my drinking glass

A particle on my spoon

A spot I cannot erase

But I want it removed

A memory I shall never forget

A distant thought that I hate to remember

A unneeded nuisance to all

Removal is definitely the appropriate measure

Just something that I dislike

Just something that shouldn't be

For negativity isn't needed in my life

I need to break completely  free

A speck of utter discontent

A particle of hate

A spot upon my shattered heart

A memory that can't be erased

A distant thought I hate to remember

The unneeded nuisance was me

For you never loved me like you said you did

For in life you tried to remove me

There are just some things I don't like

There are some things I don't need

For if I can't make you  happy

Then maybe its my time to leave

 

I came, I saw, I conquered

I came

I saw

I conquered

And yet that wasn't enough

My greed sometimes consumes my being

Enough is never really "enough"

I try

I try again

I then succeed

And I should be happy but I want more

My constant obsession to become better consumes me

I can't be complacent for long

I climb

I run

I reach my goal

Standing on the mountain top

My dream is to touch the sky

So today I won't stop

 

Always go further than you wanted to go

Always push pass your past successes

And if you feel like you reached your peak

Just know that you can keep on progressing

I came

I saw

I conquered

That was never really enough

And with that I found out

That I could be much better than I actually thought

"You never know what you are fully capable of if you don't give yourself a shot.... Stop capping your talents! You are capable of more than you think!!!" -Monica Renata

You Are You

You can't be me
And I can't be you
You are You
And no one can be more you than you

Each second that pass
Each minute in the day
Turns into hours
And then hours turn to days


Those days mash in together
But it doesn't hide the truth
That yesterday, today, and tomorrow
You will be YOU

You are someone special
You are someone unique
You are you
So start saying, "I love me!"

"The best love is self love!!" -Monica Renata

Man Vs Thief

Many admire the thief
For the countless riches they've gained

But no one notices the man
Who goes to work each day

So easy it is to be blinded
By such shiny silver and gold

Yet the copper of a penny dulls
And can't soothe the greed in the soul

Little by little the man shall work
More and more the thief shall take

But in the end the greatest riches
Are held by those who don't cheat

"Dishonest money dwindles away, but whoever gathers money little by little makes it grow" Proverbs 13:11