To You

It has been months since I have seen your face

And I have told myself I would let go

But every time my mind wanders

You become the topic of all things I wish to know

I told myself I would forget you

And let you live your life

But it seems that I let go prematurely

And I didn't even put up a fight

I think about all the times I was afraid

To tell you how I felt

I turned away when emotions came near

I refused to tell you how I felt

And now I find my mind wandering

And I pretend that I don't know why

But I believe it is because of the feelings

I so desperately kept inside

It has been months since I have seen your face

And I have told myself I would let go

But every time my mind wanders

You become the topic of all things I wish to know

I hope you are very happy

I hope you are living a great life

I love you so much!!!

I just want you to be happy!

Even if I am not by your side